"I'm sorry, I never apologized to you. I never got the chance to tell you how outstanding you were, as a friend, a lover and a person. I never got the chance to tell you of the many things, I had hoped for in your life. I have written many letters over the years with no place to send them. after a while they became letters to myself, a reminder of something long gone. of something wonderful, I am glad I know where you are. I am glad you are well and that your life is good. I hope you are as good with him as we were at first, even if its half that, you two should be great. I miss you. I've missed you for ten years. I love you, still and forever. I still dream of you, I still imagine those people on the street to be you. I still see you in every seat."
I am sorry my dear body and soul Today I apologise to myself. It’s an honest apology for I know what I did to myself. I was self-destructive, not loving and not caring. I am sorry my dear body. All the extreme diets were awful. I didn’t give you what you need to feel good and function well. I am sorry my dear soul. Too many experiments, too many evil influences (influencers). Forgive me. I am so thankful to be alive.
"I just want you to know...That I fell in love with you and that is why I need to let you go sweetie. I need to let you go.. Because even I know that the sound of those three words would only go one way this time."