I'm sorry I doubted your skills to ruin my relationships and friendships. I'm sorry that I've never felt good enough, because you're always there to assure me I'm not. I'm sorry I can't get rid of you. I'm sorry we are stuck together.
I'm sorry that I won't let you close to me. I can't fall in love again. I've been hurt too much. I want you and constantly think of you, but I push you away. Maybe in another life I can finally be with you. Until then, I'm drinking the thought of you away.
I'm sorry I didn't try harder. I'm sorry I didn't care enough until it was too late. I'm sorry for wanting to stay still when everything was moving too fast, because now I'm stuck. I'm sorry I didn't say 'sorry' sooner.
I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough. I couldn't get through all the pain. I wish I didn't feel like everything that happens is because of me messing up. I'm sorry for whatever I did and if you don't want to talk to me again then that's okay.
To my soon to be ex-husband. Dear COCP: I am sorry I expected our marriage to work out. I am sorry I expected for a kid to act like a man in this relationship. I am sorry I mistaken our relationship for a fairytale and mistaken you for my Prince Charming. I am sorry I trusted all your promises. I am sorry I believed in you and after all you were not able to keep any of them. I am sorry I believed you were a fighter, a warrior. I am sorry you left in the way you did by saying all those awful things to hurt me. I am sorry we were born so many years apart. I am sorry to still love you. I am sorry my marriage ended this way.