I apologize to my dear grandmother. The right was not mine, when I excused myself from work due to her "death." At the time i was wasted, negligent and used this selfish act to keep my job. Most people would agree that, using excuses isn't so bad. And it does hurt me that i have stooped so low. My Brother, i am so sorry!!! I wish there were more that I could do for you. I'm sorry to hear that you're still getting yourself into jail.