I'm sorry I couldn't fill your void. I'm sorry I didn't cure your loneliness or fill your emptiness. I'm sorry that even as baby, I wasn't everything you wanted me to be. You had me so that you could finally have unconditional love, and you hoped that that would be enough to save you, and I wasn't. I'm sorry nothing I've ever done and no one I was was or will be, can ever save you the way you needed me to.