"I Try to Forgive You for Picking Her Over Me."

I'm sorry that I couldn't forgive you. I'm sorry that I still can't. I try. Everyday. I try to forgive you for yelling. I try to forgive you for drinking. I try to forgive you for picking her over me. I try to forgive you for not loving me the way I hoped you would. I try, but I can't. I can't forgive and I can't forget. For that, I am sorry.