I spent some time in New Orleans, the better part of a year. I was left there in a malicious kind of way and was wreckless in all aspects of my life. I felt sorry for this, but then i found i had many talents that were beautiful, but felt dejected by those around me because they felt i did not appreciate those gifts and talents, newfound though they were, i didnt want to use them for profit. In anger and frustration i broke my own trust as a gateway to these gifts and left New Orleans for DC. I feel bad for not being more thankful having been down there.