"Dear Boyfriend: I'm Sorry I Don't Have the Nerve to Tell You that I Think I'm Bi."
April 8, 2015
Dear boyfriend, I'm sorry that I don't know what I want and that I can't be completely honest with you...I'm sorry that I slept with her on New Year's Eve and that I don't have the nerve to tell you. I'm most sorry that I don't have the nerve to tell you that I think I'm bi and that I want to keep hooking up with her if she wanted to. In my perfect selfish world I would have you both. I'm in love with you both. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to be without you. I want to be honest but I can't. Maybe one day. Today I'm a coward and a liar.