"I'm Sorry I Don't Enjoy Your Moves as Much as Videos and My Own Hand."

Dear Boyfriend... I just wanted to tell you that, although I love you, and our sex is amazing.... I still get more satisfaction in watching lesbian porn. I want to give it up but it is so hard. Our sex is good, but I enjoy watching that and playing with myself more... I'm sorry that I can never tell you.... I'm sorry that I can never reach an orgasm when we are together. I want to enjoy being with you... I'm sorry I don't enjoy your moves as much as videos and my own hand....